Recently it was brought up to me by a friend whose noticed that I’ve retreated lately. I’m okay, been busy at work and the wedding preparations are incredible.
But…
In finding Joanna, the things that I didn’t have an outlet to say, are now being said.
I’ve found that the words that I leave here, true as they may be, will hurt those who read them without the intention of me hurting them.
Thus I now choose my words carefully.
I’m being very guarded, very defensive, more than I have ever been in my life.
But in the state that I am in, guarded, defensive, loved, I have found happiness.
Joanna gives me a degree of happiness that is incredible and is unmeasurable.
She is not only my best friend, she soon will be my wife.
So I’ve had to stop some childish games and antics. I’ve had to not live the bachelor lifestyle.
I know that when the hold the date cards go out, there will be people who will be hurt by not getting one.
I wish I could invite the world, but we only have room for 250.
I’m glad of the changes and the joys that I have now in my life.
And I’m truly a blessed man.
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