Speaking truth, the written word & some sarcasm. Not available in stores…
This is my strength. This is my soul. This was my brother. Tonight as I tossed and turned in my sleep I remember why I wished Joanna was here tonight. I can never sleep the night before your birthday. I always remember how you once told me, “Stop letting the fuckers get you down.” I’ve […]
Now it’s hard when you have limited local friends and family members are 5 hours away. I didn’t think that it would be good for Shelby and Ryan to be living in my unpredictable life back when Angie left.
Now I could have gotten a court order to keep her in a nine country range, but I let her go. I did what I thought was best and karma would pay me back.
“Daddy, do you think you’d mind if I could come live with you after my cat dies? I know you are allergic to cats and I don’t want you to get sick,” Shelby told me last week.
I just looked at the phone and a tear fell, “When the time is right you will be here, Shelby.”
I’ve been working on the house a lot and it’s almost finished. I’m really proud of the work and the handyness that I have discovered in me. Maybe it was latent in me and I just had to do it on my own. Maybe it wasn’t my hands doing the handy stuff. Maybe it was […]
After many sleepless nights miserable, unhappy and alone I found her. I had suffered for years, looking in the wrong place for love. At first, I looked and tried to push her away. And I went away to disaster after disaster, tragedy after another. But then one night our eyes met again. And I knew […]
My Dearest Joanna, The drive to Ft. Worth was easier since I talked to you a majority of the ride. I finally fell asleep at 3:30 in the morning and I miss your smell and your touch. When I woke up this morning I was filled with excitement and dread. Excitement for I am about […]