I had to get a new camera because the last one that I’ve had for 9 years finally died. I was so sad, and it was a battle just to decide on which type of camera I was going to get, but Joanna finally took my wallet out of my pocket after week 5 of looking at different cameras and told me;
“Just buy the damn thing!”
So, Shelby and Ryan’s pictures this time around are going to be sharper better and I finally bought something for ME!
Enjoy a West Texas sunset.
And OhCaptain, you and me HAVE to talk! 
Categories: Instant Happiness Tags: Family, Friends, Instant Sean, New Camera, Sunset
Sometimes life just stands still…
There are moments that you wish you could change.
I’ve had those moments in my life in the past.
I’ve made bad choices, been too impulsive, lied to myself to make me feel that I wasn’t getting used.
But sometimes the only way that life can move on if you chip through the frozen cube that you have been given.
There are places when you have to make choices that you don’t like.
But in the end, I’ve made my bed and now I have to lay in it.
Thank goodness I have the love of my wife, family and special friends.
For those of you who don’t understand it’s because I can’t say what I need to say. I don’t have the release that I used to.
I’ve been trapped in a frozen world of my own choosing.
And I have to find the ice pick and start chipping.
The people who had proven not to be my friends have been weeded from my life.
And the best part of it, I really don’t miss them.
The migraine that I’ve suffered all day with hasn’t gone away yet.
And I don’t anticipate it going away until the stress I’ve been under goes away.
But tonight I had a great time watching TV, holding my wife, and attempting to find a way through the ice.
My prayers are still with my friends ,the Schoonvelt family, and my great friend Kerri. Keep smiling my dear, everything will work out in the end.
My wife has been so wonderful these last couple of days and I am the luckiest man alive to have her in my life. Joanna, you make me smile, even when it hurts. I love you!
I’m going to try and play some live poker on Wednesday because what’s been going on online is not poker, just a game of outdraw.
Mom & Dad are back home from their cruise and I’m glad to have them back onshore.
The kids are great and I can’t wait to see how they have changed when I get to see them soon.
As for everything else…
It’s just life.
ERROR ! DOES NOT COMPUTE Now I admit last night I got very frustrated because I was working on an accounting issue for someone I love. However my English and her English were not meshing. Because she LEFT SOMETHING OUT! Now the logical part of me is going crazy because she doesn't give me all the facts. It was like this... "How does 2 +1 = 4? Because it doesn't!"
I've played games, tried playing poker, tried writing other stuff, but I'm not sure what I needed to do, so I hid. It's what I do and Mitchell and my other friends know that I shut down when I don't know the answer. And that has hurt my friends and family. They were worried, and in a dream I had last night, I was brought to a writing intervention.
Categories: Instant Sean, My thoughts, SYCMU, What's on my mind Tags: Family, Friends, Home, Inspiration
Categories: What's on my mind Tags: Friends
Posts
