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Love – Instant Sean

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  • “Why yes Keegan, didn’t you know? All dogs…

    “Why yes Keegan, didn’t you know? All dogs…

    When I was young, I was taught about heaven & hell. The nuns took their rulers to my knuckles many times during my formative years. But one day I asked, because I was bored and did not want to talk about the seven deadly sins, “If there a heaven for you and me, is there one for my dog or will he be in his own heaven?”

    This question then turned into a fight with the cat owners telling the dog owners that all of their animals were going to hell while their animals were going to heaven.

    After a large discussion and two raps on the knuckle for speaking out of turn, which wasn’t really new to me, the sister declared that it was up to us whether our animals went to heaven. Then she declared recess. I really think she did not want me to talk again as she pointed the ruler at me and I put my head down on my desk.

    So many times in my life I have thought what it would be like for there to be a heaven for dogs. As my dog Keegan laid down tonight I had in my mind a conversation with him as we stared at each other.

    “Is the grass green?” he asked.

    “Why yes, everywhere you go the grass is green. It’s thick, like a warm set of arms that cuddle you in the night. There are no ants, pests of any kind in this grass, not even a dandelion,” I replied.

    “What about the sun?”

    “It shines warm and bright like a spring day, not too hot or too short, just perfect to catch a nap.”

    “Are there toys to play with?”

    “You can’t turn your head without seeing at least one ball, stuffed animal or fire hydrant. As far as the eye can see you can try a toy. When you tire of it, there will be a new one just around the corner.”

    “And the squeakers?”

    “Oh, when you think you have squeaked the last squeak out of a toy it comes back like new.”

    “What happens at night?”

    “You snuggle up with loved ones and wait for the day when the door opens and your master comes home.”

    “Is this heaven?”

    “Why yes Keegan, didn’t you know? All dogs go to heaven!”

    Keegan Patrick passed away this morning surrounded by family who loved him.

  • Dear Lubbock Area Vet,

    Dear Lubbock Area Vet,

    God knows how I miss Dr. J even more today. Everyone in Lubbock with a pet knew the legend of Dr J. But she is gone and I had to move to another vet. This afternoon Keegan started to bleed and we took him to the vet after Joanna all morning had called to try to talk to the vet. His first words wasn’t, “Lets fix Keegan,” or “What would you like to do?” but “Let’s me first talk about communicati…”

    I shut down and walked out of the room and composed this letter.

    Dear Anonymous Lubbock Area Vet,

    Before you start to criticize my wife for calling you three times because she worries about our family member, I would appreciate if you would check the patient first.

    Bleeding, as you told her later, “traditionally isn’t normal in a back injury” of a dachshund.

    You aren’t Dr. House and I would rather burn money right in front of you than hand it over to you.

    He isn’t just a dog. He isn’t just an animal. He is my family member and since you don’t treat him as such there will be consequences.

    When this adventure is over I will be looking elsewhere for my family care. Because you may consider him your cash cow, but he is my son. He is my kids protector and my wife’s live heating blanket.

    I left the room this morning not because of the tough truths that you were telling my weeping wife, but in the total lack of empathy you showed her. You treated my family as you do any other wallet that you can reach in and grab every dollar that you can see. My wife knew if I stayed in the room, I would have not only yelled right back at you but posted your name, address, phone number and Facebook page for the world to see.

    I pray for your healing hands to help Keegan and resist the urge to take advantage of my wife as she wept.

    I am a nice man, and I will chew on my tongue.

    For now.

  • Why I love her…

    Why I love her…

    Today, my wife went home. Not because I wanted her, but because her parents needed her to. She went home because that’s what daughters do when they are only children. They go home to help their parents around the holidays.

    This is why I love her.

    Joanna allows me to be neurotic and obsessive over little things because she knows that if I take care of the little things, the big things are automatic for me. She allows me to play my video games, have long conversations with Social Media GIANTS from around the world and take her when she isn’t feeling well for a ride around the loop because she doesn’t feel like being in the house anymore.

    She allows me to be the best version of me possible, even with my flaws.

    This is why I love her.

    I try my best not to get involved with drama, because I dislike drama. I want everyone to be cooperative, friendly and encouraging to others. Not that many people do that in this world.

    She supports my vision.

    This is why I love her.

    Joanna lives in a town far away from her parents because I have a career here. She has sacrificed so I might flourish. She encourages me to be better every day and is the first one to tell me when I have failed & hug me afterwards.

    This is why I love her.

    She is a private person and I will probably get yelled at for telling you so much about her, but I have to.

    She fights for those who have no voice and lends her voice to others. She is the one whose ethics are amazing and rather than others who have asked for me to bend what I believe, making me even more ethical. She is proud of me and loves me unconditionally.

    This is why I love her.

    She says that dislikes small dogs, but will do whatever it takes when our dog has an epileptic seizure. Her compassion for animals is never-ending and

    This is why I love her.

    I hope that my friends get an advocate that has such love, compassion, honor, ethics and is 1 /10 of the woman who my wife Joanna Watson Donahue is.

    Our anniversary is on the 19th. We’ve survived 5 years together.  Her late grandmother, who I love like my own, used to say to me when we walked in, “Have you beat Jo yet?” and when I told her no, she’d reply, “well you should!” She’d turn to Joanna and smile.

    We’ve survived five years of death, heartache, hospitals, bills, drama, hatred, failures and misery…

    .

    .

    because of love, honor, dedication, compassion, friendship, peanut butter sandwiches, pushing to get my degree & the love of two puppies in a WAY too small house.

    I will be somewhere where I can not write this all down where you can see it on our anniversary, but I think doing it a bit early will be fine.

    I am the successful man I am today, because of the love you have shared with me.

    God Bless you Joanna and Happy Early Anniversary!

  • My Heart

    My Heart

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    It’s not about us…
    It may not always go my way, I might not understand the road I’m on, but I have to thank everyone who encourages me on the trip. I’m 13 days away from starting an emotional roller coaster that drains every ounce of energy in my body.

    I haven’t secret tricks to play, I have nothing that hasn’t been done before by many other teams over the last 15 years. But as the leader of this trailblazing, ass kicking, God fearing, ever loving team of miracle workers even I fall to doubt.

    It may be a millisecond that I let fear in my heart, but it is totally destroyed by the love of families that let me into their lives, doctors who share their previous stories and a hospital that has saved my life and the lives of countless others.

    So I look to those who have my back now, 5 years ago, 10 years ago and 15 years ago on a ride that I am still on.

    Thank you for your love, your support and your determination.

    Years ago, I thought I knew what my path was intended to be.

    I was wrong.

    I wasn’t intended to be a big shot, nor a hero to others. I was merely a man, on a path that to this day confounds me.

    I am still not what I want to be, but if you look back on the man I was 15 years ago and now, I have become the man I needed to be for others.

    I am not a slave, but a servant.
    I am not just a teacher but merely a guide.
    I am not the man, but one he counts on.
    I am not rich, but I am far from poor.
    I don’t live the dream that my father wanted for me but the one that my father help me make.

    I am a friend to all and I have never known a stranger.
    I am someone that has a smile when you need one.
    I am the one who really does care when I ask, “What’s wrong?”

    And I have a mission on this Earth.

    I won’t be used for others selfish reasons without allowing it.

    I will call when you think you are all alone or the one you call when you need someone to listen.

    I am ready for challenges, hopes, dreams, ambitions and with my heart open wide I look to you my friends to see what I can do for you. I’ve emptied my heart and my soul to you.

    What does your heart tell me?

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  • MEDIC!!!

    Ok, now that I’m awake and after watching the USA lose to Canada in the Gold Metal Game of Olympic Hockey , I’ll give you all an update on the last couple of days.

    The Radiothon for CMN went good. We raised $225K and still have the largest radiothon per capita in the US & Canada.

    But at the tail end of the Radiothon I was on my last legs.  As we were finishing up the show, a wood plaque and a dry erase board fell from the mini castle we were broadcasting from in the South Plains Mall knocking me dizzy.

    After the show was over, since I had been coughing up green phlem and some blood, my darling wife Joanna and co-worker Amy got me to the ER.

    I have a tradition of being the first at the Radiothon and the last out.  I couldn’t do it this year.

    After CAT-Scan and X-ray’s and other tests the doc told me the following :

    Mr Donahue, you have a hole in your left eardrum (which would explain my lack of balance the last three days), you are dehydrated, you have a concussion , you are exhausted, your blood pressure is higher than normal and you have a case of severe bronchitis (which would explain why I have no voice). You need to rest.

    So after getting medication and waking up to watch hockey (tail end of third period and OT) and now to tell my mom not to worry. I’m heading back to bed.

    I’m probably going to be there till at least Tuesday.

    Thanks to all of you for your calls and texts.

    I’m ok, just did what I usually do, pour my heart into my work.