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  • The greatest call ever…

    was from my six year old son today when he called and asked ” Daddy, can you help me with my walk. I’ll walk and you pay me and I give it to kids.”

    I immediately knew that he was doing the charity walk for school.

    And it made me feel good that he was learning about giving to others before taking.

    I’m really proud of you Ryan.

    And Shelby, trying to hit me up for more than Ryan gets you a gold star.

    I have a big Friday blog that I will post later but we (Joanna and I) are off to try and hook up one of my friends Kerri, with one of her friends (Toby).  Hope it works.

    BTW got my first D-A-S from Philly. I wish I could have gone, but the toe is not cooperating.  I think I may go see the doc tomorrow or Monday.

  • Graduation??? Don’t laugh it could happen!

    My wonderful girlfriend went with my “whatever” blessing and checked the one hole in my life that can be filled.

    Could I actually get a degree? And what degree would it be?

    The answers are Yes and Electronic Business Journalism with an english specialization.  So next week as we continue the house hell that will fix a lot of problems we will go visit with an advisor. 

    Because I’m not as far behind as I thought I was.

    I could get a degree. Wow. Great news for me.  More details as I find them out.

    Thanks for checking Joanna.  Every day you help me become a better man.

  • Stay Strong, Live Brave…

    I’ve been thinking lately as things have been changing in my life to less tragic, and more amazing about the ride that I have been experiencing.

    I’ve been changing my thinking and been keeping the title of this post in my mind.

    Stay Strong, Live Brave.

    Shelby was so proud of me that I have a girlfriend now. “If you need help talking to her dad, call me and I’ll help you. I am so excited for you.”  Ryan was simpler, “Is she nice daddy,” ‘Yes she is Ryan’ “Ok thats good, here’s sissy.”

    And when I told Joanna I finally told the kids, SHE was scared. Because she doesn’t want to be anything but incredibly supportive of my relationship with my kids.  She was relieved to hear that the kids want to meet her.  And so was I.  I was strong, and because of it I took a chance and told my kids where I have NEVER EVER told them about anyone else that I have dated.

    You have to be strong for there will be times that you will find yourself on the short side of things. Yesterday a miscommunications on my fault threw me off my game.  I let things cascade. My world started to imploade.

    Then Joanna told me that she believed in me. She asked me if I believed in her.

    I heard my voice say. I need to “Stay Strong , Live Brave” and we worked out the issue. She stood by me, supporting me as I was weak.  But when the morning came and I got to see her again today, I felt invigorated.  Because I had strength that I didn’t even knew I possessed before. 

    And with Joanna, I took a chance, I took a leap of faith, of which there are some people who can not and will not believe in.

    I’ve never taken a leap of faith before.

    The breeze feels great.

    And I’m staying strong and living brave.

    And for my friends who have asked me to make a list of things that we never need to do and things we need to do.

    Things that we should never do:

    1. Take each other for granted.

    2. Fall asleep angry.

    3. Not listen to the other’s point of view.

    Things that we SHOULD do:

    1. Meet each others parents (whether we are terrified of doing it or not)

    2. Visit Canada (I’m sure we have some friends to meet) as well as many other countries.

    3. Enjoy our time together

  • My Super Non Ex-Girlfriend

    I first met her at the hotel at which my, at that time, girlfriend worked.  I had no idea who she was, but she was in “MY SEAT” and I wasn’t going to have any little missy give me any lip.

    “Hi, nice to meet you, can I sit down next to my girlfriend,” I said with venom hissing out of me.  Who does this woman THINK she is?

    “That’s nice, no you can’t sit on the floor,whoever you are,” she said with an equal amount of venom.  We both hissed and marked our territory with her, being my girlfriends best friend.

    I had no reason to talk to her as we ended every discussion with a fight.  Meaningless little fights as small as who was the last to spend time with the girlfriend.

    One day my girlfriend told me that “her” would rather favor women than to ever see me.  I responded that I would rather knaw my arm off than spend one moment with her.

    We didn’t talk again for a year.

    Whenever we did it was snarky, rude just venom filled hate. I still don’t remember why we hated each other so much. But we did.

    So a couple of weeks ago, as I left a promotional appearance for my job, I was honked at.  I didn’t know who the person was that honked but gave the standard “Hi, thanks for listening wave.”

    She sent me a message that said, ” you know, when you see someone that you know in the convenience store, you should say hi…even if you absolutely despise that person…lol…”

    I was pissed, I waved, Great, it was HER and I had to respond.  What did she want. We had not talked to each other in over a year and it was the best year of my life. I mean the last time I talked to her I told her ”
    Just take the nightstick out and realize that we (The Current Girlfriend at the time and I) think you are great, though we are worried about your desires to handcuff men to your bed. 🙂 Luv ya, mean it sd”

    So I was polite and responded, ” When did I see you? I don’t despise you at all, 😉 Call me sd” because I really didn’t despise her, just didn’t understand why she chose to always be nasty to me.

    She wrote back, “you’re a dork…and i don’t have your number….lol…i sasw you the other day at the gas station at frankford and 19th.”

    And then it all clicked. THE HONKER! Well crap, what did SHE want?

    It couldn’t be easy, it had to be difficult, ” better idea…why don’t you call me.”

    Games, always had to be games with her.

    I called her that night and we talked.

    And talked, and talked. Until 4, yes ladies and gentlemen FOUR in the morning.

    I found out that she NEVER did hate me, just wanted to be a pain in my ass.

    So I had already had gone out on Friday to run some errands after staying late at the house and headed back in from (what I found out later was her side of town) when she texted me. [Come meet us for dinner].  Her friend Megan and her were at Moe’s eating dinner. I wasn’t able to since at this time, I was letting mugsy out of his cage so he could use the restroom and walk around each night.  I had to put him up so the tile guys who were putting down the new floor, wouldn’t have mugsy jumping up and down on them while they tried to work.

    So I let Mugsy out, and headed to the date that would change the way I thought about her.

    I met her friend Megan and her at the New Buffalo Wild Wings and we watched the opening ceremonies and she and I tried to play trivia without boxes.  I schooled her and we just started to talk.  All of the sudden, Megan excuses herself and she and I are alone. We talked about our hopes, our dreams, our wishes. And then it clicked.

    She had to get ready for her two week trip to Philadelphia and Pittsburgh for visiting her best friend and her cousin’s wedding. I wished her luck and walked her to her car. As we got to the front door I tried to hold open the door.  And she walked right past me opening the other door and then she turned back.  I must have had a look of shock or disappointment on my face because the look on her face was priceless. I had kicked her dog, smacked her face and peed in her post toasties. She knew she had screwed up.

    When we finally got to her car I gave her a hug, telling her the night was still young. But it wasn’t meant to be. She opened her truck door and got in. I turned to walk to my car and go away, but I had to do something.

    I walked up to her and in my mind said ok. Make your stand.

    “Honey, if I don’t say this I’m going to hate myself forever. But after talking to you and thinking, I realized one thing. Maybe all this time I was dating the wrong girl.” And I kissed her, tenderly, passionately and it only took a tenth of a second for her to kiss back. It was wonderful. She went home to pack and I went home to crash, but it didn’t happen. That night we talked to 2 in the morning and I had a remote and she had cleaning to finish before she left so I went to bed thinking. “What in the hell did I do tonight?”

    The next morning I went to my remote and she called me telling me that we wanted to come and see me before my remote was over. But she never did and as I was leaving for the station she called me asking if I could come see her. I went over to her apartment and as I called for directions (I’m like that, I really need a GPS unit) she laughed and directed me in.  Now Megan was supposed to take her to the airport. But as the clock got closer and closer she got more nervous.

    “How about I just take you to the airport hon?” I asked trying to help her out.

    “Megan has to get my keys,” she said as she vacuumed nervously. “She has to feed my fish.”

    So we waited until we couldn’t wait any longer, I started to help her take her stuff to the car. “You can drive my truck if you want Sean,” she told me.

    “Nah, let me use my car,” I said as I started loading things in.  I really don’t drive other people’s vehicles, all I drive is my company car and my car.

    As we started to pull out in came Megan and her various assistants. SHE gave the keys up, and I got her to the airport.  As I unloaded the bags I gave her a hug and a kiss on her forehead.  I didn’t try for a kiss on the lips. I wanted to play this slow.

    She left and I didn’t think another thing about it, till I got a call from her telling me how much she appreciated me.

    We talked on and off all the way her trip to Philly.

    Every day the next week, we talked to 2 or 3 in the morning. We explored our friendship with each other and I had to pass several tests, including the “best girlfriend test”, the “friend who is a psychologist test” and the “Talk to my mother test”

    I guess I passed.

    So I told you that I would be making a small announcement here, so here it goes…

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